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The wild love!

Oh the wild love!

And the need to be touched overpowered every other need i ever had or felt!
I was hooked by your gentleness. Your warmth. Your sweet love.
Completely unknown. Yet I knew that was the only thing I needed now. Ever!
You touched me in ways I never knew. The way you planted wet kisses all over my skin made me go weak on my knees. I could be right there in your arms, moving rhythmically to your wild moves.
The more I had you the more I wanted of you.
I was head over heels! Head over heels for the sweetness of your skin. For the wetness of your body.

I can feel thunders in my loins when I think about you and me, bare skin, our fingers entangled, our toes knotted, our bodies in fusion.
Oh the wild love! How can i get over with it.
I touch myself to satisfy the need you kindled, I help myself to help myself. Turns out nothing can or nothing will equal your touch.

I crave for you in the wildest way possible.
I want to run my fingers all over you and every inch of your skin. I want to suck every part of your body and taste the goodness of you. I want to bite every where possible and mark my territory in the most artistic way!

Oh the wild love!
You out of all have evoked the chaos in me. It’s you and no one else have the power to calm it down.

I feel ecstatic to know how hard you go for me. All I want at this moment is to take you inside of me and know it is for real. Take you inside of me and move to your beats. Take you for real.

Oh the wild love!
My lips craves for your lips. My hips craves for your hips. My spine cries for your touch. My neck waits for your bite. My bosom makes home for your face and my legs widens for your thrust.

Let me be yours for a day. For a night. Explore me. Exploit me. Treat me with your best. Love me with your tongue. Spank me with your palm. Hold me in your arms. And wrap me with your skin.

Oh the wild love!
I can’t wait to know you for real. I can’t wait to have you for real. I can’t wait to taste for real.

I could stay cuddled next to you forever. Or until you let go off me.

Oh the wild love!
How I want to wrap my legs around your waist, look in to your eyes and let a drag out of my lips.
How I want to caress your stomach with mine and whisper sweet nothings in your ear.
How I want to grip your hair and touch your lips passionately.
How I want to bite your neck and suck the love out of you.

Oh the wild love!
Can I have you already?

20 something

20 something

Remember when we were kids, we looked at adults in their 20s and felt so intimidated by them? We thought they were so sorted and have their lives together. Fascinating it was to me as a kid! Now in my late 20s, as I approach that phase myself, I can’t stop chuckling at that thought I grew up with. And sure am not the only one laughing here.

To be honest, we the people in our 20s are nowhere near having-it-all-together. And I don’t mean negatively, but we are all in the phase of metamorphosis. Our 20s are a time for transformation, it’s for metamorphosis and not to have everything neatly sorted. It’s phase where we navigate careers, finances, relationships, health(mental, physical and emotional), lifestyle choices while recovering from childhood trauma, broken heart, imperfect decisions – and boy oh boy! we are also constantly trying so so hard to find our true purpose in life – which is definitely fun and exciting but honestly, a little or a lot exhausting.

Entering 2024 should have ideally been exciting – but it has come with lot of apprehension. It’s scary. Because I will turn 30 this year(Omg!). It’s scary because I haven’t figured out so many things yet. It’s scary because I haven’t taken enough chances. It’s scary because am too afraid of the risks. It’s scared because, by 30 I was supposed to check the list of being married, owning a house, getting a good salary, have kids, own a car, have enough savings, travel the world and also live happily. Irony only! This self imposed pressure I have grown up with is daunting. Turning 30 is daunting. Thinking “30” is the deadline is even more daunting. And frankly, 30 is so overrated.

But anyway I revisited my younger self and had a conversation with her. I explained the complexities and the messiness of adulthood and guess what? we laughed a good laugh about the beautiful yet flawed image we held. Being gentle with myself and accepting that it’s okay not to have everything figured out by a certain age is reassuring. And the best part, I still have a good 30 or more years to figure things out. Until then I’ll just keep exploring, learning and growing. And more importantly, I’ll never give up having fun 🙂

Bollywood award functions!

What makes you feel nostalgic?

Today being new year’s eve, it takes me back to the time when Bollywood award functions used to be the most awaited show for us as kids. One, because back then, as kids, going out and celebrating new year was uncommon, two – small towns don’t celebrate new year and three – these shows were telecasted on new year’s eve and exactly at 12 everyone on the TV and off the TV would shout HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

It was the most simple and celebrated time for us as family. No house parties, no fancy restaurant bookings, no loud music, no expensive getaways(it’s all good, no doubt). Just Mom, my brother and i sitting in front of the TV curled under blankets, predicting awards, laughing at the lame jokes while my dad constantly asking all of us to go to bed and he eventually falling asleep.

So, yeah everytime I watch these award shows it instantly puts a smile of my face and nostalgia hits.

Kindness never kills!

This incident happened a few nights ago and I find myself in a reflective state since then. I was riding in an auto, still cherishing the delightful conversation I had shared with my colleagues and Suddenly, the auto came to an abrupt stop with a jarring screech. Although my gaze was fixed on the road, it took a moment to register the scene before me: two bikes had collided just ahead. The first bike was of a couple, or so I assumed, while the second belonged to a Swiggy delivery rider. All the three were now on the road, surrounded by concerned onlookers who rushed to their aid. Thankfully, the situation wasn’t grave. Water was offered, they were guided to the nearby footpath, and the bikes were carefully moved to the side.

The entire incident unfolded rapidly, leaving us with little time to react.

Amid the shock of it all, one particular detail captured my attention profoundly – The injured Swiggy delivery rider, limping with scrapes on his legs and palms, stood out. As people around assisted him to sit down, an unusual sense of anxiety enveloped him. This anxiety wasn’t triggered by the accident itself, but rather by the fear of being late with his delivery. He constantly checked his phone, politely declining help as he expressed his urgency to avoid delaying the order.

Undoubtedly, his unwavering dedication was commendable. Yet, it was also a poignant sight to behold. This incident triggered memories of when my own impatience surfaced due to food delays. It evoked me to introspect and reaffirm that I had never been unkind to such individuals (uff thankfully).

These individuals invest immense effort to make ends meet, much like the rest of us. It’s true that their line of work may not always flow as smoothly as ours. However, extending kindness to them requires very little effort on our part, mainly a touch of patience. We needn’t go to the extent of inviting them into our homes or sharing our meals; a simple show of gratitude and a kind gesture suffice. These modest actions can definitely brighten the rest of their day and create an atmosphere of compassion, for we truly do not know what one goes through or is going through. After all, it’s always the little things 🙂

Draupadi – the Epitome of Resilience!

Daily writing prompt
Who is your favorite historical figure?

Not sure if I can call her a historical figure. But if there is someone I admire thoroughly and is in awe with lately, then it is Draupadi from the Mahabharata.

With every adjective she is associated, the one that resonates more is her Grit! The courage and the strength of her character is truly awe-striking.

With all the odds that came her way, she stood her grounds tight. Be it vengeance or love, she gave it her all. She empathized with the deprived and condemned the impudent. Her journey wasn’t easy at all. But she lived it with Grace. Utmost dignity and a true queen like.

What fascinates most is her resilience and determination for her rights. Not succumbing to despair or victimhood but instead found strength within herself to face adversities. And this, sometimes, keeps me going when things get rocky to even move.

Time spent with my dog is the best time ever!

Daily writing prompt
Describe one of your favorite moments.

Without a second delay, I knew what my favorite moments were. It’s watching my dog doing everything and nothing.

2 years back I adopted a sweet little tiniest girl and brought her home off the streets. The first time she entered the house with those tiny paws is my favorite moment.

The first time when she responded to her name and came running to me is still so fresh in my mind and definitely qualifies as favorite.

I live in a very beautiful hill station. Evenings we go for a walk. While I bask at the sunset, my little girl goes insane and runs around the park. Eats some random grass. Trips. Plays with her other dog friends. Greets every stranger passing by and comes to check up on occasionally. To see her enjoy in her own way is sheer bliss and yet again a favorite moment

Everything she does is beautiful. The way she eats shabbily. The sound of her chewing food. The way she sips on water. How peacefully she sleeps. Her adorable paws. Her dramatic cries. The way she plays around. Her barks. oh the smell of her! Everything is my favorite.

But the one that tops it all is – when I visit home after a small gap and the way she comes running to me, jumping on me, whining and the little happy dance! Man! the best welcome I ever receive!

This sweet girl has filled my life with so much vibrancy and defined ‘unconditional love’ for me. She makes my life worth living and every moment spent with her is undoubtedly my Favorite!

I do what I Love and I Love what I do!

Such an interesting conversation starter! This prompt got me thinking about the word “Passion” and trying to understand what it really means. And one of the definitions I found online was – ‘Passion is a driving force or motion that takes over and keeps you going regardless of the hurdles.’ Another site spoke about – ‘Passion applies to an emotion that is deeply stirring.’

As I was reading these, the instant thought that popped resonating to the above was, My job. Yes! My Job. I am extremely passionate about my job.

I work in the Learning and development dept. as a trainer. I started off as one. And it has only been getting better day by day. To talk to people, to exchange ideas, to debate on random topics, to experiment and to bring in the creativity, to read a lot and of course to write is what my job comprises of. And all of these are very dear to me and I find extreme pleasure doing what I am doing.

I’ve always been on the radar for being the most talkative/naughtiest kid right from childhood. Now to turn that into a living is so fun! I still can be the most talkative and also get paid for that exact thing. And the best part? No one’s gonna complain 😀

No matter what’s happening in my personal end, my professional life has always been fulfilling. The personal growth, positive attraction, increased self-confidence, networking is all helping me reconnect with my inner self.

And If this feeling of satisfaction with hunger to achieve more isn’t called passion, then I don’t know what else is!

Favorite season of the year.

Daily writing prompt
What is your favorite season of year? Why?

My favorite season is the Monsoon – The sound of rain ramming the streets. The pretty droplets gathering on the leaves. The picturesque portray on the window glasses. Colourful umbrellas filling the pavements. Kids randomly playing in the puddles. Hot cup of coffee. Warm blankets. Lazy pets and everything that is comfort!

My favorite season is the Winter – The fog filled city. Fresh and luscious greenery around. Chilled breeze. Chillier feet. Socks. Snuggles. Fresh breath of air and everything that is scenic!

My favorite season is the Summer – Hot sun. Bright roads. Sweaty skin. Floral dress. Fancy cafes. chilled water. Iced Tea and everything that is fun!

Oh my favorite season is the Spring – Cherry blossom. Budding leaves. Tender trees. Pretty flowers. Unpredictable weather – Sunny for once and wet showers the next. Couples in love and everything that is romantic!

A surreal experience

We’ll meet. We’ll not. We’ll meet. We’ll not. This went on for quite a few days. And finally it was time.

There he was with flowers in his hands walking towards my place. And here I was sheepishly smiling at him and trying to make sense of reality. We hugged and man, it felt so good. Better than I imagined it to be. He made himself comfortable on the couch as I sat beside him. A million things running in my head and yet maintaining my composure. We were engaged in conversations. Rather, I bantered half the times! Every time I felt my pulse quickened while our eyes met, I ended up talking more.

He was so gorgeous. I got lost in thoughts admiring at him. oh my my! His strong ears, those full lips, the long fingers, lines of amusement flaring from the corners of his eyes made me catch my breath. I was excited at how surreal this whole experience was. Also he was such a tease. He ensured to tease me until I turned pink. As if that was his only intention for the day. Well, less did he know along with turning pink I was turning wet too. Already. Once in a while he tells something very sensual and I cannot contain myself. I scream inside my head ‘why are you doing this to me?’. I wanted to do so many things to him right then. However, I held my horses tight and waited for the right time. The anticipation was killing me. I did everything in my power to keep myself distracted from eating this boy and it wasn’t even funny.

So then, I offered a massage. Which obviously I screwed up and quite suddenly the drama took a turn. He was gently kneading MY shoulders. I had craved for his touch so long that I lost myself for a brief moment there. I felt his tender lips on my neck right below my ears arousing me like never before. In seconds I had goosebumps all over me. He planted kiss on my neck and his cold fingers lightly touched the skin of my hips. I wanted him more and more and yet couldn’t take him for a minute more. I faced towards him and changed the game a little. I stared at his neck and touched his skin with a deep lust. He immediately grabbed my waist and kissed my neck while he sucked on my skin. Overwhelmed by all the sensations I leaned towards his neck and kissed him softly. Exploring the area between his shoulders and neck and sucked on his skin while I grabbed his firm arm with one palm and other around his neck. Uncontrollable at the moment I ended up giving a bright red spot. Damn! the colour made me so proud. He returned the favour by sliding my top off the shoulder, wetting my skin and biting hard on my neck leaving the place swollen. He moved downwards burying his face in my cleavage. I felt the warmth of his breath in-between my breasts and the chill from his hands around my waist. He took my flesh in his mouth and sucked and sucked till it turned red. I didn’t have any intention of stopping him at all. We exchanged glances for a while. He then dug dipper into my bosom and repeated the move. Quite perfectly this time. His fine work of art on my body made me blush. I leaned down over his face and planted a gentle kiss on his lips. Slowly his mouth began to crack into a cheeky smile. I reached around the back of his head and dug my fingers in his hair as he pulled us both closer. We crashed into a firm kiss. His plump lips sucking my lips. His tongue reaching out for mine. We kissed for a long time. We kissed passionately. We kissed wildly. We kissed with all our lust until our mouth turned dry.

We came to a halt. And I didn’t want this to stop. Ever. Pushing him against the wall we hugged for a while. His solid grip around me was maddening. I inhaled his scent as much as I could. Until it registered in my brain. Now when i think about it, yes, it was creepy 😀

I wanted to bite his skin everywhere possible. And he let me do it too. I took off shirt and gasped in awe looking at his body. The dark nipples against his bright skin was such a treat to my lusty eyes. I took my sweet time to explore his body with my fingers and it never felt enough. As we glued to each other bodies, sucking on each other lips, I directed him to the bed. He stripped me naked in a whim of time and all the while our lips unseparated. which was very impressive I must say. He was on top of me. Our bare bodies touching for the first time and my loins doing me crazy. He headed towards my nipples and sucked on them. He kissed me wet and whispered sweet nothings in my ear. We clutched our fingers tight while he took a glance with his mouth all over my upper body. We kissed again and again and again. He teased me quite a bit, which was frustrating enough as I wanted to have all of him at that very moment.

As he was lying next to me and whispering softly in my ears, I felt his tender cold fingers down my abdomen and making its way towards my clit. Soft moans escaped my mouth. I was dripping wet when he touched me down there and he sounded amazed at it. He made his way all the way down stripping me naked. There was no point in resisting when all I wanted was more. He buried his beautiful face on my clit as I stared at his shadowy outline. The ache of my pulsating loins grew more intense with each passing time. Slowly I felt his tongue run along my wet slit. His lips sucking my lips, circling around and leaving me breathless. He released himself for a while and took my calves in is hands, planting kisses. He moved towards my knees and my thighs and then my inner thighs. A lovely sort of Deja vu. He teased around my inner thigh for a while. Kissing, licking, biting and sucking. It was annoying – the tease. Unable to handle my crave I thrust my hips towards his face while he grabbed my hips and shut his lips in my slit. And just like that He inserted his long fingers inside my opening. I had longed enough for this! The pace went from slow and soft to harder and faster. His tongue flickered and stroked and drained the juice out of me. My hands caressed, scratched, pulled and stroked in the chaos of wanting. I had no idea what to do exactly but I wanted everything at once.

As his fingers deepened inside me, his mouth rigorous on me, I felt my whole body move towards him. My back arching making way for him. My hands clutching on to whatever I got. He touched my sweet spot on point making my senses leave my body. I gasped and moaned and moaned, my voiced completely unchecked. I felt his fingers digging deeper inside of me, the jolts of pain giving rise to unbelievable pleasure. I could take it all day long. I don’t know how long it was before I began to lose control. And then I almost felt the rippling heat gushing towards my clit, my thighs tightening to the rhythm of his tongue, my body shivering in pleasure and my mind blowing with ecstasy. Just a minute more I would’ve ruptured, when the tense muscles around my vagina pushed him back in response to the caress. Darn! He still sat there looking at me teasingly. I felt a rush of warmth filling me.

Holding on to the magic of what had just happened, I watched him crawl towards my face and gently pat my head. I was smiling like a maniac. I was panting heavily with a completely dry throat and a rapid heart beat. Listening to my relieving breath He laid there waiting for my moment to subside comforting me with his gentle touch. Boy he is such a fantasy!

Long after he’s gone, my sheets still smells of him- Which I occasionally inhale and smile. My neck stings from his bite giving me wild flashbacks. My thighs hurt while I walk weakening my knees. Just the thought of him releases deep sighs off my body. The bite marks on my skin brings back all the lust to life churning my loins wanting him more than ever 🙂

It indeed was a wild love!

Dream a little dream of me…

I dreamed of you last night. A dream just like old times. An odd mixture of vague and precise. A rare combination of soft and rough.

Our union was so real and so hard to distinguish from the reality. We went all the way down and then all the way up and down again. I heard you moan from a distance. I heard my moan in your mouth. Our bodies gently brushing against each other. The friction creating more pleasure. Like I said I remember it vaguely and yet precisely.

A dim light from the candle reflected on your skin like a variable star. One moment you were a Sirius and the next you were gone. But we were inseparable.

Our lips slid from one kiss to another, tongue wrapped together and you moaned, I felt a twitch between my legs. You tasted divine and I wanted to taste you all. Now I wonder how can a dream be so rigorous.

I carve my path down your skin. Not sure if in a hurry or I dawdled. Sliding over your thighs, I bring my face to your core. Your one hand on my shoulder and other pulling my hair. My lips land at your tip as I hear you whimper. I flickered my tongue around you until you hardened the best. I hear whispers – Oh god! Oh please!

I touch your thighs and butt, I felt the goosebumps. And immediately my loins are wide awake sending chills down my spine. As I take you inside my mouth more and more, I feel you tightening between my lips more. Your hand still on my shoulder, your fingers digging deep into my skin, I enjoy you wither with pleasure. The pleasure I was giving you.

As the candle light shone a little brighter, I saw our bare bodies shining brightly cuz of the sweat. The next thing I know, my back arched, my mouth dry and my clit wet. You are down there, sucking the juice out of it. Sucking my life out of me.

My hips thrusting towards towards you, gripping your hair, I was getting closer than ever in chasing my orgasm. As you slid your fingers inside me while massaging my clit, a smile escaped my lips. While my body arched passing shivers all over, I begged for a release. I cried out one last time as the orgasm washed out of my body.

I dreamed about you last night just like old times.

A Casual Run

What's new? Lockdown 2.0
Ok but what's new with me? Nothing. Literally!
Oh ya! I go running in the mornings. Absolutely loving it. 
There is a kilometer long downhill that i run without a  break. 2 ways covered with lushful green. Different shades of green. various tones of the birds. Grey road and clear/clouded sky. 
As usual while i was heading back from my run, I got into all let-me-try-a-new-startegy mode and I started running backwards. Actually walking. 
I walk backwards 50 steps and turned around and walk for another 50 steps. Repeated this sequence for sometime. And with time I increased the number of steps eventually. I could see people who were walking towards me as I was  drifting away from them. There was this couple who were walking and I tried my best to avoid eye contact. And as i walking backwards i increased the the number of steps. and suddenly I became unstoppable. There is no halt at all. The number went from 50 to 100 to 250 and I was about to just touch 300 and Booom! I fall flat on my ass.  i wanted to laugh my heart out in a reflex. But thankfully i stood up immediately and started walking swiftly. It was funny. That moment. The couple couldn't contain their laughter too I am pretty sure. They were anyway judging me for walking backwards and the moment i fell they were like - Ah had to happen - expression. 
The point is I never ever saw them after that. No matter how small the world is, few embarrassments are worth it. And thanks to corona all of us were masked. So even if i saw them again I am sure I wouldn't recognise them. I don't know about them. 😀

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